so and so.
I absoulutely hate writing about me columns. sheesh. FINE.
Yes, I prefer gummy bears over chocolate.
I like jazz class.
Under no circumstances will i watch horror movies.
I want red and purple/ dark purple and blue highlights.
Order chocolate fondue to BBQ the marshmellows with the candle =D
Use ENVIROSACS!
Oh look, the column is full.
yay. =D
Sunday, November 15, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:47 PM
why do i keep finding myself doing things i promised myself i wouldnt do these days. -.-
(like EMO BLOGGING, for instance. pffffffffffffft)
im wasting my time and my energy, and nothing happens from it o.O
unfruitful and pointless. thats what it is.
so snap out of it ro! stay composed as you always are, (well, most of the time) everything will be fine.
lets end with an emo song (lol). btw its an awesome song im telling you.
details in the fabric - jason mraz feat. james morrison.
so hold your own, know your name, and go your own way.
and everything, everything will be fine.
daydreaming gets you nowhere, honey.
just stop.
darn i sound emo. hahaha!
i got ice! now all i need is some lime.
quote helena: when life gives you lemons, squirt it into someones eye!
lol my sister is QUITE SMART sometimes, what to do, runs in the family. haha!
Thursday, November 12, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:40 PM
in every mistake, there is definately a lesson to be learnt (hear that jace) so make sure you learn from it.i just want to be happy. =)dont worry, God is in charge, he will take care of everything.one day, it will all fall into place. i believe.Our God is a God of Hope, i just need to remember that one day, my lainbow will come shining through. =)
Thursday, November 05, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:46 PM
okay, was just checking out and deleting some old posts, saw this survey which i did, and MOST of the answers have SERIOUSLY changed. omg, this is from september 05. dresses in all black: ON. WHAT THE HECK.
check it out and laugh if you want to, i did.therefore, i shall redo the survey. =)*dresses like a thug: ew. NO FRIGGIN WAY. confirm.*dresses like a surfer bum: hmm, depends.*dresses in all black: how bout dress normally? sheesh.*plays a musical instrument: on. thtd be awesome!*is skinnier than you: OFF. dont wanna look like some hamchimpeng next to him.*is bigger than you: bigger?*is shorter than you: yer, dowan. come on lah, not like im SO TALL right.*is taller than you: am i supposed to answer?*has straight teeth: nice.*has chapped lips: err, off. but lipbalm was invented for a reason.*has green eyes: omg, guys wearing coloured contacts?! G.A.Y*has blue eyes: i do not intend to get angmoh boyfriends. so.*has brown eyes: on? everyones eyes are brown lah.*has long hair: OFF.*has shaved hair: depends.*drinks alcohol: if its like an addiction, OFF.*smokes pot: OOOFFFFF.*smokes ciggies: OOOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFF*wears glasses: thats fine lah, normal what.*has brown hair: thts normal too.*has a tan: depends if it looks good. like taylor lautner kind of good. LOL.*works out: on, i guess?*smiles alot: ON LAH. takkan i wanna feel like im under some rain cloud all the time right.*calls you just to say Hi: i guess thats sweet, but not every 5 seconds, please.*Lets you know he was thinking about you: maybe, but in a cheeky, casual kind of way. not the cheesy, stalker kind of way.*smacks your butt: -.-"*compliments you: WELL DUH. but not too much also lah, seems fake tht way.*shaves his legs: OFF (thats just a lil too weird..)*wears jewelry: JEWELRY?!?! *has bigger feet than you: -.-*has smaller feet than you: OFF. my feet are small la ok. if its smaller thts just weird.*wears cologne: nothing too strong.*smiles when you walk into the room: =D*calls you pet names: NO TO THE FRIGGIN WAY. i reeeeeeally much prefer to be called by name. seriously.*has blue hair: BLUE?!?!?!?!??!?*has blonde hair: SIGH. this is a stupid tag.*can make you laugh at any moment: YESSSSSSS. <3*is spontaneous: lol. FUN!*doesnt care what a lot of people think: depends what its about.*virgin: sigh, well duh.*Loyal: omg. *Laid back: but not boring. im boring enough myself.*Doesnt party a lot: on, i guess?*laughs a lot: who doesnt like someone who laughs alot? UNLESS its the annoying kind.*believes in love at first sight: oh please. even i dont believe in that.*gaged ears: gagged? *WANTS to hang out with ONLY you: OMG I ANSWERED "ON" FOR THIS LAST TIME?!?!? WHAT WAS WRONG WITH MEEEEEE! like go and get a life!* loves food: ON. (nothing changed THERE lol.)*loves hugging you: i guess.darn. stupid tag with stupid questions. if they are even considered questions.okay, ill come up with my own tag with better questions, omg.1. Which one of these is better? egg sandwich, ham and cheese sandwich, club sandwich. explain your answer.- club sandwich, of course! i get eggs, ham, cheese and more! and i can eat it layer by layer!2. if you just got a new MP3 like, a week ago, should you or should you not get an ipod even though your mom is gonna get it for you?- i guess not. what on earth am i going to do with the new MP3. chuck it in a corner and wait for it to lay eggs?3. Would you rather be a fish forever in an aquarium, never knowing what youre missing and not being upset cause you never knew what you could have, or would you rather have ONE DAY in the deep blue ocean for curiousity's sake and risk being unhappy that you're missing out on all the fun?- good question. (lol, self praise) i think id rather forever be stuck in the aquarium. lifes main goal is to be happy, right? and if i never knew what im missing, id live thinking im king of the world (well, aquarium) and id be happy.4. green, or yellow?- GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEN. well, the nice greens. and most greens are nice. =)5. how many air-conditioners do you have in your home? (dont get off the chair, count in your mind)- seven. omg. im a major contributor to ozone depletion.6. dont be lazy. walk to your fridge, whats the FIRST THING you see.- gardenia whole meal bread.7. speaking of fridges. whats the most interesting thing you found in there before?- a frozen lizard. it was disgusting. and this pack of apricots i think? that was expired for FIVE YEARS.8. what is the brand of your current facial cleanser?- err, the body shop seaweed one.9. have you ever collected a WHOLE SET of Mcdonalds happy meal toys before? (especially the snoopy and hello kitty and bear ones)- i collected the whole set of tarzan! the leopard can leap! so cool!10. if you could be an animal, what would you be, and why?- a sparrow. people pay big bucks to eat my spit.BONUS QUESTION: you are stuck on a deserted island with a friend, and you could pick one of these 2 things. CALCULATOR AND A BAR OF SOAP. which would you bring and why?calculator! our calculator can do cool things! alot of cool things! like the matrix thing! oh oh and the solar powered calculator! so cool right?!?! its SOLAR POWERED. renewable energy yo, SAVE THE WORLD!i taggg:whoever is free enough to retype the questions and answer them. for some reason people cant highlight and copy paste my posts. DARN. =Di miss going around annoying people with these things.
Monday, November 02, 2009!
HandWritten on; 8:55 PM
i cant open my laptop account. well i mean i can, but all my stuff isnt in there.picnik is taking forever to save my edited picture.adobe reader is NOT printing my college application form.thus, i am extremely annoyed.life of a computer noob.
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HandWritten on; 7:43 PM
Email sent by my dad (weird, i know) just thought it was worth sharing.
I believe, that just because 2 people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue, it doesnt mean they DO love each other.
I believe, that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I believe, that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I believe, that true friendshop continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe, that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I believe, that it's taking me a long time to become the person i want to be.
I believe, that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be the last time you see them.
I believe, that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I believe, that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe, that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I believe, that heroes are the people who do what has to be done, when it has to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I believe, that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I believe, that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I believe, that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when your're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I believe, that sometimes when i'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I believe, that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I believe, that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I believe, that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I believe, that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I believe, that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I believe, 2 people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I believe, that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I believe, that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.
I believe, that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I believe, that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
The happiest of people dont necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything =)
Sunday, November 01, 2009!
HandWritten on; 3:12 PM
so.. im seventeen!
big deal. hahaha!
THANKS TO EVERYONE who bothered staying up to wish me at 12 (whether or not you memang sleep after 12 every night) even though i already fell asleep, and those who bothered clicking on my profile to wish me on fb, and those who msged me as well =D and of course those who saw me and wish me lah, duh.
thanks for bothering, i feel so loved. AWWWWW. =D
thanks to sarah and nicole who took me out for lunch! <3
thanks to ming yue for coming to CP to wish me, aww so nice. oh and the song too haha!
thanks to the the guys (whether or not you were in it for the free food! haha!)and my cousins and relatives who came to celebrate with me, thanks for coming and making my birthday an eventful one, otherwise i would just be at home watching tv or smth, like every other year, haha.
thanks to CHLOE who brought me out for dinner!!! <3 i wonder whens gonna be the next time i see u 0.0
thanks for all the gifts ive received, whether material gifts or gifts by actions, i appreciate every single one =D
this is a day to be remembered, like i said, i feel so loved, haha! so thanks for that. =)
i told myself 3 weeks back, "when its my birthday, its time to panic"
so, yesterday was my birthday, and that means...
TIME TO PANIC.
Friday, October 30, 2009!
HandWritten on; 10:07 PM
just for the heck of it. =)
finally got my forecast results! finally i can apply for college.
college. college. college.
exiting but nervewrecking at the same time.
exitced to start a new chapter, learn new things, meet new people, learn to be independant..
nervous to make new friends-im not exactly the best friendmaker, awkward silences and weird questions galore "so, whats the colour of your closet?", to be forced to do everything on my own, to be away from family and friends that i love, to have to walk at night on my own (NOOO, GHOSTS RAPISTS KIDNAPPERS PSYCHO DRUG ADDICTS WEIRDO PERVS), to be forced to start a new routine - i can be adventurous at times, but sometimes im pretty resistant to change as well, especially when im already in my comfort zone.
whoops, looks like the cons outweigh the pros.
i worry too much, i should add more pros.
em, i force myself to improve as a student, learn to make good presentations and write impressive essays - hopefully that happens, learn to face my fears and walk in the damn dark on that lonely alley omg, FREEDOMMMM.
LA LA LA.
life is good. life is good. life is good.
no, life is great.
when u say it often enough, you will believe it, then it will happen =)
Saturday, October 24, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:59 PM
clearly i matter so much to you =)
Wednesday, October 21, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:47 PM
i love the rain, i love it when it rains, love the cool breeze in the air when it rains, the calm and somewhat melancholic-ish emotions that but i hate it when it rains and i need to go somewhere and there are traffic jams and my clothes will be wet my slippers splashing in puddles and the mafan-ness of opening and closing the umbrella from inside the car trying not to get wet and ending up wet anyway....
in other words, i love the rain, but i only want it to rain when im free, and i dislike it when it causes me inconvenience.
i realise we are sometimes like that. we want to have something, we want God to give it to us, but we want Him to give it to us only when it is convenient. even though we want to be given a certain blessing, we sometimes say "hey thanks a lot! but, can you save it for a moment, im not free at the moment, ill pick it up when i need it"
why is it that we want something we want, but when we get it, we dont appreciate it because it isnt convenient for us to appreciate it.
example: we want to have a lasting, succesful romantic relationship, but when it comes knocking on the door, maybe we are at the peak of our career, and we put the blessing on hold till we are more FREE to receive it.
its like saying "oh hey thanks for the present, but i dont want or need it AT THE MOMENT even though its something i wanted for a long time, so can you keep it first? ill ask it back from you when i want it again"
we need to open our eyes and ears and realize when we are putting something we know very well we want on hold, just cause we're too caught up with something else.
anyway. this is just a trail of thought. ponder a while on it, will you?
not EVERYTHING i say is crap.
=)
Sunday, October 18, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:11 PM
i am becoming increasingly lazy to go around looking for a prom dress after having to go home empty handed so many times.
i really feel like just saving up and dishing out the hundreds i need for a decent looking dress that seems to be soo out of reach at the moment pffffffffffft.
went to petaling street today for my SEARCH. i didnt find anything i liked alot. okay, if i bertoleransi abit, there were a few that were quite okay, particularly this ONE that was hung WAAAAAAAAY up on the wall. but that one looked quite nice, so i told my mom "that one looks okay"
mom: you wanna try? *looks to salesgirl*can she try that please*
salesgirl: *with a very show-me-the-money-or-get-lost-look* its the last one.
hello? that doesnt sound like an answer to the question??
the whole time she was following me around like some annoying pest as IF i can steal anything right. AND AND, she definately wasnt there for assistance, with that bitchy face on the whole time.
so, since she wasnt willing to bring down what was the ONLY dress that i wouldnt mind wearing the the whole shop unless i was 99% sure i was going to buy it, because shes so damn lazy, i decided not to buy form there. actually i wouldnt buy from there anyway, seriously, you should see them yourself. some of the dresses actually made me stand there staring with my mouth open for a good 5 minutes.
but still, i so cannot tahan bitchy salesgirls. whatever happened to good customer service?
that aside, i realise im starting to develop something i think i would call, an expensive taste 0.0
its a bad thing.
i was shopping at petaling street today and NOTHING caught my eye, part of the reason being i already have this perception in my mind that says everything in petaling street or whatever other place that are full of like, myanmar & indonesian workers and such are CINA made, ugly, and tasteless, BEFORE i even step into the shop =P
this is bad, because ill be missing out loads of good buys!
besides that, i realise that, i was born in a city, grew up in a city, i am SO going to have to live in a city in the future, or at least live in the suburbs but have enough money to spend like i do now. i have the freedom of buying new clothes, shoes and whatever else i want every now and then, if this is taken away from me in the future, im pretty sure ill be pretty unhappy.
so now ive got ONE thing that im SURE about my future,
I HAVE TO BE FINANCIALLY INDEPENDANT BUT STILL ABLE TO SPEND WHENEVER I WANT ON WHATEVER I WANT.
I HAVE TO WORK HARD AND EARN BUCKET LOADS OF MONEY,
WHATEVER THE HECK IT IS I DO.
oh, and i want to join a beauty pageant before i start getting old and wrinkly. =)
come on, every little girls first dream is to be Miss Malaysia right?! XD
