yes no maybe so

so and so.

I absoulutely hate writing about me columns. sheesh. FINE.
Yes, I prefer gummy bears over chocolate.
I like jazz class.
Under no circumstances will i watch horror movies.
I want red and purple/ dark purple and blue highlights.
Order chocolate fondue to BBQ the marshmellows with the candle =D
Use ENVIROSACS!
Oh look, the column is full.
yay. =D

Thursday, December 17, 2009!

HandWritten on; 10:19 PM

okay i have quite a few things to blog about so this is gonna be a looooooong one.

first of all, I PASSED MY UNDANG!!!

omg i totally only started reading THIS MORNING so i really thank God i passed was praying daaaamn hard.

second of all, i (sort of) highlighted my hair, but its the most unnoticable thing in the world. okay that was partly my fault la i said i didnt want anything too outstanding but THIS is seriously TOO em.. insitting?

oh, and it isnt purple. he told me to do a lighter shade, so we did a red, and thankfully we did the red la since even the red (which looked so bright in that colour album thing) looks as if its not there, the purple would be worse. =( but i think i would have preffered to have an OBVIOUS RESULT if im paying (well, my moms paying) so much money and i have to sit there for like 2 hours.

omg see im contradicting myself. i should reeeeeeeally stop being so fickle, see where this gets me?!

omg its like the contacts, therefore im considering getting the blue contacts next time round. cause im not short sighted, so the SOLE PURPOSE of the contacts is so theres a NOTICEABLE DIFFERENCE. and nobody noticed. and it took me friggin 30minutes to put it on and another 30 to take it off. meh. nevermind, at least now i know what its like =)

so anyway about the hair, yeah, i guess it couldve been alot worse lah. but still.

after they washed it off and i looked at my wet hair in the mirror i was like, "em, is this IT?!"

apparently so.

but then of course, whats done is done and so i tried to convince myself that i like it damn alot, its totally what i asked for and that its my moneys worth.

but that kind of worn off after a while.

after i was done and saw my mom...

..... cannot see also!!! waste my money.

yeah cause i asked him to make it not so obvious ma haha (regretting like hell in my mind, but trying not to show it of course)

*then after a while i gave in*

yalah actually its quite dark hor ma.

see i told you you donwanna listen to me.

WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?! FORCE HIM TO REDYE IT?!?!

you know how when you want smth done then it doesnt turn out the way you wanted it too but due to obvious reasons (reasons being other people going I TOLD YOU SO and making yourself feel 2000 times worse) you would try to convince yourself that its awesome and you like it and its the best decision ever but most of the time it doesnt work.

like how i got my mani that day and i picked what i thought was a pretty pink colour but it turned out too sheer and mom said it was a waste of money but i had to insist that it looks kinda nice even though im not happy with it. la la la.

see my dad just came in and nagged for a whole 5 minutes and he didnt notice omg.

if i didnt post it HERE, none of you wouldnt have noticed either.

so guys, please do me a very darling favour and TRY NOT to say anything about my hair, cause i KNOW its unnoticable, dont need everyone to rub it in again and again so when u see it, just say, "oh, ro you got highlights" very very convincingly (as if i didnt TELL you to say that) and drop it =P

sigh.

on another note!

prom was awesome =) big thanks to the commitee esp Abel and Trace for being so awesome as to plan the prom or else we wouldnt have a prom at all. (omg, like duh)

needless to say EVERYONE looked their very darn best. i bet all the girls starting preparing since like, morning.

well i did. =P

like me and qien said, if we had to go for another prom the very next day we wouldnt have the energy to keep going =P everything was so gancheong.

first i had to go out and buy my shoes (yep, i was shoeless till like, 12pm yesterday), lunch, then it rained and it was jam and we were late for our hair appointment, then we couldnt find the damn shop (i hate jayaONE) then me and sarahs makeup lady got sick and totally ditched us and we just went to 1u and shoved ourselves at random makeup counters and ended up paying 2 times the price for makeup than we had intended to pay. went back to qiens house(still raining), got dressed

packed stuff decided which accessories to wear yadda yadda.

and FINALLY, we got there. =D

thanks to zack for being my awesome date/husband/photographer for the night. thanks for getting me a corsage zack! making one of the only 3 girls in the hall (as far as i noticed) with a corsage =P and im sorry i didnt get you one, omg.

the food was damn awesome omg, particularly loving the salmon, jellyfish and mushroom soup =D

the events were entertaining as well, props to you guys =D

i cant believe i won. 0.0

chris is a nice guy, im sure, but the dance was just AWKWARD DOT COM. we may as well have had a big flashing sign with AWKWARD pointing at our heads lol.

ms itchy fingers sarah and gwen kept changing the songs after like, one verse and one chorus lol!

potong much la =P they are going to kill me now.

plan to hang out at curve was a TOTAL FAIL lol. but (as soons says) NEVERMIND, spm over.

most importantly, we had time to spend together, take loads of pictures and just enjoy each others company. thats definately what we'll all miss most.

oh and another thing, i am getting increasingly forgetful.

1. i forgot to collect money from the peeps even though i told them to bring it.

2. i forgot to give kps her maggi thing.

3. i brought the eyelashes, but forgot the glue.

4. so much for secret santa, i forgot to get everyone to do the draw.

5. i forgot to tell laks to get the RM35 package for Genting so we can opt for the buffet lunch instead of outdoor ticket.

im sorry you guys, im a horrible planner. this is why i need to write everything down.

ps: im so, so glad youre okay. Thank God that He was watching over you. i cant imagine what would happen if anything did happen to you, omg.

i just want to say to all of you, everyone that ive ever known and built a friendship with, even if it was a passing, impersonal one, that im sorry if ive ever taken you for granted. sometimes i get so caught up in my own group of friends i tend to forget about everyone else and thats very, very not nice. i am so sorry i didnt take time out to address you guys and tell you how youve made a difference in my life, seriously.

and to my close friends, even more so. i know we all arent that comfortable with outward I LOVE YOU'S all the time but i know you guys love me and i just hope you all know that i love you too lah (omg, cheesy much see even i cannot tahan haha) each one of you have played a part and made me a better person in so many ways and ive learnt so many things (ranging from intellectual stuff to downright random facts) from you people. <3

pps: i thought i was brave enough, i guess i thought wrong.

ppps: if i say it often enough i may start believing it.

i love my hair i love my hair i love my hair i love my hair i love my hair

Monday, December 14, 2009!

HandWritten on; 9:20 PM

finally, its my turn.

IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

haha just came back from shopping with soon, yy, nicola and her bf, chuen at kl. =)

firstly, id like to give props to chuen for not complaining AT ALL (at least not out loud) during the WHOLE 3 hour process.

my dad is insisting that my com isnt broken and is annoying the hell outta me.

okay, so anyway, i did NOT intend to buy much today, plan failed.

haha i ended up buying 4 tops and a skirt for a total of RM125, i am satisfied =D

all in all, talked a lot, walked a lot and had hell of a retard session, (there was this one shop where we were looking at the tops, and we asked the salesgirl 3 DIFFERENT TIMES how much the top was even though there were "RM 20" signs stuck all over the rack =P you shouldve seen her face)

the holidays JUST started and im already virtually broke. i am going to spend way more than what i have, i guess im gonna have to really save on a few meals and make a few sacrifices 0.0

hair, prom, other planned purchases, christmas pressies for the family, prom, outings with friends, manicure, prom...

yep.

im quite dead.

so much for well-budgeted spending.

guess i have to readjust my current holiday budget 0.0

from today until when everyone is too busy with college to entertain me, im going to make sure everyday is an eventful one, i cant afford to waste one moment.

at least ive got my days covered right up till christmas eve. =)

so much to do, so little time.

first, im gonna make a list of "things i wanna eat" and make sure i check off everthing on that list.

then after everyone is busy to layan me, ill take some time off to throw away some old stuff and start packing 0.0

omg, the thought just scares me.

oh well,

ive gotta face it, so i may as well EMBRACE it.

lets hope the purple turns out fine, Lord, please give me a good hairdresser.

Sunday, December 13, 2009!

HandWritten on; 2:15 PM

i get so exited everytime my phone beeps/rings its QUITE RETARDED.

lol, i think its safe to say ive been too addicted to my cell phone.
ive GOT to do smth about THAT.

im so lag sometimes. =P

Saturday, December 12, 2009!

HandWritten on; 9:20 PM

so ming yue, jace, darryl and i went for undang class today, and i SERIOUSLY almost died.

first of all, we had to line up forever to get some SMARTCARD lol, then sommore when we got into class there werent many seats left so we had to sit in 2 rows, RIGHT in front. (read: you actually have to pay attention)

therefore, plan to read chinese during the 5 hours failed. but the dude really tried to make it as unboring as possible la, so i appreciate that.

but then again, i survived through the 10hour waste of life BM ceramah, so i guess if i can survive THAT, i can survive anything.

we sat next to 2 bimbohs with an accent, they annoyed me quite abit. -.- like, stop whining la princess. like it or not you still have to sit there so just shut up and make the world a better place.

i reeeeeeeeeeeally hope nobody gets sick during this 2 weeks, or our plan will totally fail.

i shall use the secret.

we will ALL have fun together and everybody is healthy and happy.

we will ALL have fun together and everybody is healthy and happy.

we will ALL have fun together and everybody is healthy and happy.

we will ALL have fun together and everybody is healthy and happy.

we will ALL have fun together and everybody is healthy and happy.

THERE.

sigh, my entire next week is totahlly packed and i really dont have time to go do the stuff get the stuff i had in mind. 0.0

i havent got my prom shoes.
i havent got my prom bag, though this is more of a minor problem.
i plan to get purple highlights.
(well, darklights i guess, since purple isnt exactly very highlight-y =P)

hopefully, i will have my chance.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009!

HandWritten on; 7:33 PM

my nose is itchy.

just watched couples retreat with the guys, its quite nice acually!

im SOOOO going to that eden place (if it actually exists haha!)

so. i need to reeeally stop being so fickle minded and really start considering what i REEALLY, REALLY, want. really. like, pronto. like, asap. or maybe i just need to learn to stop WORRYING SO MUCH and just go with the flow. but that would be pretty risky. and im not one to take risks, as you may have noticed (whenever i TRY i ALWAYS seem to risk the RISKIEST OF THINGS where even risktakers wont do, yeah, im horrible at this)

like, i havent even decided what subjects i wanna take in college! im not so sure about science stream anymore. i DONT THINK id be very happy working in a LAB all my LIFE. like, 2 or 3 years may be okay, but... i need to go and meet new people every now and then.

oh and just for the record, im a fan of dark chocolate, but the dark choc toblerone tastes like MEDICINE.

HandWritten on; 1:00 AM

SPM IS OVER!

for everyone else but us sad people who take chinese including myself. haha.

so we had family dinner. =)

Sarah, Qien, Sam, Yinn Yii, Gwen, Zack, Timo, Jace, KJ, Peter, Lax, Richard, Josh, Darryl, Victor.

Everyone was there. (FIRST TIMEE!! and most probably last as well =( )

had loads of fun just being with each other, wasting time DECIDING what to do next (haha!)

taking tourists pictures, singing LOVE STORY, JAI HO & I DONT WANNA MISS A THING in that teeny karaoke cubicle lol.

so many moments that i would never want to forget tonight, i really hope i dont forget. =) thats why we took the pictures! haha.

if only i had perfect memory, i would document every single moment we spend together, every little insignificant detail, every thought that ran through my mind.

Sunday, December 06, 2009!

HandWritten on; 4:32 PM

lunch at nandos with the church peeps. =)

everyone's back!

(with a funny accent)

i reeeally hope i dont come back talking like that, lol.

the lemon and herb chicken is actually DAMN NICE. im having lemon and herb all the time from now on weih. at least i can TASTE the chicken, lol.

it was fun!

and now... off to chemistry that ive been abondoning for the past 3 days O.o

maybe later. =P

sigh im so dead.

lets hear those sleigh bells jingling, ring-ting-tingaling too... =D

Saturday, December 05, 2009!

HandWritten on; 5:38 PM

just came back from teacher elaine and teacher chang hong's wedding =)

theyre so sweet la, i am happy for them, i pray that 40 years from now when you 2 hold each others hands while sitting at your front porch, you'll still be as in love as you are now.

actually, i pray that for every couple and couple to be.

it wasnt anything fancy-fancy.

it was just a simple, traditional ceremony.

and then i realized, you know, ever since i was a little girl, i always dreamt of my dream wedding (lol, pun not intended) always busy deciding what flowers i want to have, what theme its gonna be, what kind of music im gonna play, what performances im gonna have, what dress im gonna wear, what colour my husbands tux should be, how i want my hair and make up done, what music i should play when i walk in, do i want it in church, the beach or at some garden... and the list goes on.

but like, seriously, all these dont matter at all.
(but preferably as close to perfect as possible, of course =P)

the wedding ceremony is important, but its not the MOST important.

whats important is that youve found your.. well.. OTHER HALF!

youve found someone that was made for you, and you made for him/her.

after all that trouble searching for THE ONE, dont tell me you aint gonna marry him just cause you couldnt find that perfect dress and that expensive hotel is fully booked for the next 10years.

youve found each other now. no matter what happens, you still have each other, and everything cant really be all THAT BAD right?

your soul mate. your life partner. someone to grow old with. thats madly in love with you.

what more could you ask for?

i guess falling in love is not all that bad. =)

gah, im so full of hope at the moment, haha.

but you cant hurry love.

Friday, December 04, 2009!

HandWritten on; 8:18 PM

went to watch New Moon (read: TAYLOR LAUTNERRRRRRRRRR) last night with my buddies again!

haha, we're in the middle of spm, and weve been going more out than the whole year added together, AND with more people at one go.

so there were about.. 8 of us last night who watched the movie, but i think i was the only one who REEEALLY wanted to watch it =P

haha, of course, im quite satisfied with all the taylor lautner parts. but all the edward parts were simple boring. maybe they SEEMED more boring than they actually were cause i was jumping in my seat waiting for Jacob to appear =D

anyway, everytime Jacob appears/takes off his shirt you can hear the row of girls in front screaming gasping and sighing (coughincludingmyselfcough) so it was pretty funny =P

then we headed to CENTREPOINT ( BU ppls hang out place, yo! LOL) for juice and what not.
actually come to think of it we didnt really do much in CP, besides buy juice. i bought some toothpaste, qien bought some blackhead sticker things and sexy laxy bought shampoo. lol.

THEN we headed to qiens park. after qien went home Sexy Laxy decided he needed some adrenaline to keep him awake, so we went speeding around BU and MR PISSY MISSY decided to TEST HIS BRAKES. my heart almost came out through my mouth, i seriously thought i was gonna die, lol.

then the guys decided to take a spin at the back of Richards Ford (i think it was a Ford lol) while singing Use Somebody at like 11pm and i think they woke up the entire neighbourhood. i had enough danger for the night so i just chilled with Jace on Lax's ancient car where its less life threatening.

SPEAKING of Richards big car. i KEEP forgetting that its higher than the usual cars and that i have to like, step UP instead of just hopping into the car like i usually do, like i have to jump, a bit. as opposed to hop. hahaha!
and because i keep forgetting, i end up whamming my knee into the side of his car NUMEROUS times (ie almost everytime i try to get in lol) and now i have bruises on both my knees (at least i THINK thats how they got there =P )

oh by the way, my christmas deco's are up! :D :D :D

part of it, anyway :)

HandWritten on; 2:03 PM

sometimes, i wish i was really psychic (wait, i AM! lol living in denial)

sometimes, i wish you were lying.

sometimes i wish i was better at lying.

sometimes i wish i was better at telling WHEN people are lying and when theyre not.

sometimes i wish neverland existed (living in denial, again)

sometimes i wish i had a better idea of what i like, what im good at.

sometimes i wish i had something closer to a plan for my life than what i have now -.-

sometimes i wish i didnt contradict myself so often.

sometimes i wish i had better self-control, and not do what i tell people they shouldnt do.

sometimes i wish id actually run through my words in my BRAIN before i actually SAY IT so i dont say something STUPID at the most INCONVENIENT of times.

gosh. whats with the emo-ness. sheesh.

i need more of that sugar thing. mom bought my fave biscuit! its the cute round ones with colourful icing on it! wheeeeeeeeee~!

christmas deco in my house should be up soon. =)

oh, and all this will be behind me, soon.

it HAS TO be.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009!

HandWritten on; 11:20 PM

a little more, just a little more. hang in there =)

i hope our little intermission will be full of activities and that we'll maximise the amount of time we have to spend whatever time we have together =)

im pretty exited! i dont want to waste even A DAY doing nothing, (ie: watching tv for an entire day).

i want to go out and see people and do things and eat and have fun and drive around (okay fine, ill just syok sendiri when my FRIENDS drive around heh love you guys =D) and GET MY LICENSE and decorate my house for christmas and go shopping and clean my table and learn to cook (finally, incase i starve to death in aussie) and do something funky with my hair (if its allowed in trinity lol) and paint my nails a new colour every 2 days and do random things and so many things i wanna do, actually.

the purpose of writing it down here is so i remember what i wanna do when i am wasting my time and feel like i have nothing to do =P

i dont have much time, so i better squeeze everything i can into the month and a half =)

speaking of christmas, i love christmas. who doesnt? =D

cant wait. just a lil more. =) hope i dont screw up my chinese, like, seriously.

i knew it. i knew it. ahh wells. no biggie, lah. :)

Monday, November 30, 2009!

HandWritten on; 5:53 PM

mom. ro.

here, some of the salted chicken your sister bought from penang.
(she went for a school trip)
*a bit shocked by my moms niceness* oh for me?! thanks ma!
the WHOLE chicken breast here, if you dont give me my 12A's you DIE.
*mom walks out the room*
.....0.0...
ma, but i only took 10 subjects!

HandWritten on; 4:53 PM

did anyone know we had a prom blog? =D

www.ever-lastingnight.blogspot.com

i wonder if...

:)

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